Wat a Wonderful World..

        Hi ppl~! Okay lets c...where do i start? U kno my boy dat najib ryte? Well, i juz found out we`d broken up dis afternoon. Shocking? Yeah me too. I mean, hello? Witout notice? Apa I`m like a room 4 rent here? Hello~! Well I mite not sound mad cuz i`d been mad wen i saw dat so i`m not rili mad now..juz....sad...u kno.

       From wat i c...he`s not dat serious. He`s not commited-suddenly. Dunno y mebe ada wayar terputus in his brain. Or he juz can`t handle me. Wan da real ans? Haha, i asked him. Y? He sed, "I`m sick of u" I was like, huh??? WTF?? #$@$#^%$&@ u~!! Okay, if i`m da 1 making him sick here (ATTENTION: IF I`M DA 1 MAKIN HIM SICK), y was it me yg owez look 4 him n get 2, 3 replies n no more, like he kena accident n can`t reply me back?

       Dats 1. 2, if i`m da 1 makin him sick, y was it me da 1 yg cried herself 2 sleep evrynite, cry evryday..tinking y her guy suddenly change n can`t stop missing him so much? Huh? I asked him dat. Guess wat? He can`t ans. I knew he can`t cuz I kno I`m da 1 yg kena penyakit here. I kno. He knows. N y...i can`t stop crying now dat i knew? Y...........still wana say its me? I love him so much.....n dis`s wat i get...thanks a lot u jantan...

     I told my bestie ryte after i saw his profile (lets c, he`s single, wana meet a new gal n my pic kena replace by dat PTTM). She sed...she knew me n him not gonna work cuz previous wan oso din..all actly. Nda tahan lama...i sed..mebe cuz i din listen 2 my dad....i broke da rules...evrything...i`m da rule breaker in da family u kno. Heeee...she sed juz 4get him....okay....i`ll try...try veeeeeeeeeerry, vvvvvveeeeeeeeeeeeerrrrrrrrryyyy haaaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrddddddd...cuz i love dis baby...more than i loved anybdy else...

       D (my fren) told me 2 sabar, kan puasa ni..hahaha~! he`s gud at jokes alryte...he`s a gud fren...A Rmmber Ash? My X dat? He msg me suddenly...we talked n i told him i had 9 X...(now 10 la) He sed, wah, change bfs so fast ah. Hmm...like i wana change em over n over...u ppl dun say a gurl is a player if u dunno da real thing k. Juz bcuz she keep on changing bfs doesn`t mean she`s a player. Like me, I`m a loyal fren, lover n daughter. Wen i love smbdy, i love him wit evrything i hav. All other requests i tolak. Dun care la 2 b frens or wana gatal2 wit me. I shut em up. C how nice I m? I dun even hang wit my guy frens wen i`m smbdy`s gal. In my case wit Najib, I never. Except da time i go c Rog..juz 4 a while, u kno cuz me n rog kinda close...n ngam2 dat time we were at da same place..so...we met n najib called. I told him truthfully i was wit rog. He merajuk on da phone..den i start 2 leave rog, talking 2 najib on da phone..I dun wan him 2 b mad at me...

            Well..u may be seeing me bubbly n cheery n merry go-round...but mebe I`m broken inside...n nbdy knows it but my cat...come on la, even pretty gals ada ups n downs dia kay. Haha prasan...

             Well..like any other break ups...i delete evrything bout him...but....u kno da present i sed dat? I still havn`t give it 2 him...even da cakes...all spoiled...aih...well..he gave me happy memories....but i`ll cry wen i rmmber em...hows dat...ini la ni wen u break up...ur life`s gone......I`m playing dis song now..after dis..i won`t talk bout najib anymore...he`s my 10th x btw...11th 2 b exact. Hehe juz 2 keep my score.

Goodbye My Lover(X lover)

Did I disappoint you or let you down?
Should I be feeling guilty or let the judges frown?
'Cause I saw the end before we'd begun,
Yes I saw you were blinded and I knew I had won.
So I took what's mine by eternal right.
Took your soul out into the night.
It may be over but it won't stop there,
I am here for you if you'd only care.
You touched my heart you touched my soul.
You changed my life and all my goals.
And love is blind and that I knew when,
My heart was blinded by you.
I've kissed your lips and held your head.
Shared your dreams and shared your bed.
I know you well, I know your smell.
I've been addicted to you.

Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

I am a dreamer but when I wake,
You can't break my spirit - it's my dreams you take.
And as you move on, remember me,
Remember us and all we used to be
I've seen you cry, I've seen you smile.
I've watched you sleeping for a while.
I'd be the father of your child.
I'd spend a lifetime with you.
I know your fears and you know mine.
We've had our doubts but now we're fine,
And I love you, I swear that's true.
I cannot live without you.

Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

And I still hold your hand in mine.
In mine when I'm asleep.
And I will bear my soul in time,
When I'm kneeling at your feet.
Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.
I'm so hollow, baby, I'm so hollow.
I'm so, I'm so, I'm so hollow.

Comments

[' She's Cheryl']

aww del. fuck him.

[faradina]

del.juz choke him up!